Welcome to my HRT updates! I made this to overshare a bit but also track my progress. Hopefully this can be a good resource or reference for other trans people who are about to take T to actually see how it affects someone!
I dont have a format for how I'll do my updates yet so if it's a bit messy I apologize.
Feeling: Excited!
Measurements: 4'11 and 115lbs
I feel like I will get hairy, not sure how soon but if my genes are anything to go by... Baby there's gonna be a forest... I've been looking at my dad for reference to what T might do to me.
Pre T I am already pretty hairy LOL! I got a cute lil' pre t stache and a very very very faint happy trail. I have the slightest bit of hair on my chest so I am PRAYING that it grows in fast. I'm ready for T to make me look like someones gay Tio.
No idea if this is TMI but I've seen bottom growth progress and some guys had clits that were half the size of mine pre T so maybe I'll end up being bigger than average. I hope my dick doesn't end up being small... I want to put that shit in places... For... Research...
I've finally secured and injected my T! I'm currently on 0.25 ml of intramuscular testosterone cypionate every week!
I got a three months supply cuz I gotta go back for labs. I guess to make sure all my levels are good and to see if they need to increase my dose. I hope they do... I do not want to be on a low dose. I'm not that kind of guy tbh! Low doses are good for some guys but I wanna look like a faggier version of my dad...
A lot of emotions are coming up since!!! Wow!!! The day is finally here!!! I'm so happy and relieved but also sad because I can't tell my family. Well I mean I can but they like to act like I'm not trans at all. Not sure why. I've been out for 9 years... I think they're dumb.
Watch me inject my T for the first time ever!!!!
After I injected my T I feel so lightheaded but I also... Have a needle phobia... BUT!!! I can do it!!! It's so weird because i could feel when it passed the fat layer into the muscle. Like there was a slight density change. I put the needle in super slow but it didnt hurt as much as I expected. In all honesty it was relatively painless!
This week the shot wasn't too bad! I'm getting over my aversion to needles bit by bit which I'm proud of. I like doing injections, it makes me feel like a lab animal.
Although I found out my dumbass has been doing them wrong!!! Last time was fine but I'm supposed to get the side of my thigh not the middle. Oops... But this shot was more sore after cuz I WENT TOO DEEP LIKE AN IDIOT!!! Hubris will be the death of me. I read the packet of instructions and lowkey ignored it a bit because 'how hard can it be?' I might actually be stupid as fuck.
Now that I'm on T I realized I've been on autopilot my whole life. I feel a lot better actually. I actually have been feeling my emotions. Even my family said I looked better! Waow!!!
Also I did not expect this shot to make me feel so eager to fuck... I felt normal after the first one so I assumed maybe the T wasn't gonna make me a beast who fucks. I guess since it's in in my body that's what it's doing. I saw some art on twitter and got a boner so hard I got lightheaded this shit is serious.
Some physical updates I've noticed are that my little stache looks thicker on the sides... AND VERY VERY VERY SLIGHT BOTTOM GROWTH!!! MY PEANITS!!! HE IS COMING!!! Anyways... That's all I can think of... See yall next week?
The shot this week was less bad! I feel less afraid of it now since I know it's good. I tried a different injection spot and since I wasn't used to it the needle slipped out of my hand... So the side of my thigh is a no go... Works for some guys! Doesn't work for me though... So I tried again and a bit leaked out... So yeah, def not for me.
Watch me Fuck it up
Honestly the only differences I've noticed are slightly more hair, more pimples, more bottom growth, lower pain tolerence, and my voice is a teeny bit different. My voice has been cracking an emberassing amount... Especially while I'm at work... BUT it means it's working uehehehhe.
I'm changing slowly but surely and that's so fucking rad!!! Catch ya'll next week! >:3